jalan2 carik post office

hmm.. its never a good sign if i have a post in my blog. its either am angry/disappointed/bored/regreting on something. huhuhu...
ok today sbb i was so disappointed with myself. i balik dr hospital awal. kol 3 i da gerak kot

so i jalan2 ke arah superquinn itu. sbb tak pernah pegi

end of the road. was looking for post office

statue dpn bgnn post office. ntah la sape die nih. seseorg yg terkenal kt clonmel kot.

took a picture of myself with that random statue.

eh cantik la plak bangunan ni. pub je pon pdhl. amek je lah. tp da gelap.

polution! hello ppl!!~ no wonder ozone makin menipis n green house effect, global warming bla3. not an expert in this subject

oh ni gmba rumah yg saye tinggal dr luar. aritu dah letak post dalaman die cemane.

perkembangan phone saye~

nokia 3610
my 1st phone ever~
dpt after spm. phone pertama ade lampu putih
sgt2 excited!!
tak igt la brape lame gune phone ni
tp da ilang. aishah/akem ilangkan. huhuhu

samsung sgh a800
phone adam yg aku pinjam sbb sgt comel
utk buat bergaye kt kolej. ahahaha
poyonyeee~~
tp suke gile phone ni sbb ringtone die polyphonic

nokia 3200
then gune phone abah ni
lame la jugak. dkt 2thn kot
phone ni colour
kire 1st phone aku yg bercolour la
n bercamera jugak!
hee.. suke2!!

samsung sgh x680
waktu nk masuk 2nd year, persuade abah utk beli phone baru
dapat phone ni. sgt2 hepi~
tp gune setahun je. eheh..
eh xsampai sethn kot. ade la dlm 9bln.
heeee...

nokia 6600
gune phone akem ni kejap. beberape bulan jek.
battery die hampeh
akem tipu aku sbb die nk mintak phone samsung aku tu

dopod D810
mintak abah belikan pda pulak waktu nk masuk 3rd year
huhuhu.. ikut trend la katekan.. ahahaha
bergune la jugak pda ni
pakai selame 2thn
lps tu bosannn

sony ericsson k800i
phone aku skrg!
phone faiz sbnrnye. aku tuka ngn pda aku tuh


laptop plak:

compaq presario v2000
my one n only laptop!!
yeyy!!~ beli b4 fly dlu
sampai skrg masih sihat lg
alhamdulillah
semoga kau terus bersama aku sepanjang tempoh pengajianku
laptop ni dah 4x ulang alik ke msia.
ehehehe.. sgt syg kt laptop saye~
dielah penghubung saye ngn dunia luar
even luar bilik pon kene gune laptop gak. ehehehe
*dasar pemalas*
sekian terima kasih

bazir mase~

this is me right now lepak2 kt education room
bosan tak tahu nk wat ape. main internet
registrar yg patutnye bg tutorial tak muncul
sms partner pon die tak reply
library plak tutup
hmm.. so ape lg. bazir mase laa.. huhu

pemandangan dr hospital. cantik bkn?

itu adelah bangunan hospital

kaki aku yg bengkak. aaaa.. sakitt
ari2 kene jalan 40mins plak tu nk g hospital
ok kire 80mins la. sbb 40mins pegi n 40mins balik
eh tp bengkak tu maybe sbb sejuk kot
tidak2. mungkin sbb terlalu panas
huhuhuhu

rumah 34 di clonmel

takde gmba rumah dr luar sbb sampai da gelap
mari kite tgk gamba2 yg ade.
sbb boring sorg2 kt rumah ni, saye amek gmba.

dari pintu masuk

ruang tamu yg takde tv. tp panas gile ruang tamu nii

kitchen (yg takde microwave!)

kitchen jugak from another view with ruang makan

laundry room (siap ade dryer okey!!)

bilik 1 (bawah)

toilet bawah

bathroom atas

bilik 2

bilik 3

bilik saye!! hee.. ade cermin yg besar~

n my own bathroom =)

the cat that died

once a upon a time
i gave him a cat
for his birthday
techinically, i didn't GAVE the cat
i choose a cat for him
and gave the cat a name, snuffie
his friends doesn't like the name
called him mozi instead
or sometimes, when i insist on the name snuffie
they called him napi

today, that cat died..
he threw the cat away
and i cried

i've never even met the cat
in fact, i don't really like cats
i'm scared of them
but i let him keep one anyway
coz he likes cat
and i love him

in my current low mood + negative thinking
i have my own interpretation of this episode

i gave him the cat when his own cat died, coco
he once said to me, he feels lonely
and bought a cat for himself
coz he misses me
(i wasn't there for him at this time when he needed me)

so i want him to love this cat
like he loves me
take a really good care of the cat
pampered the cat
like he would if it was me

guess what?
he didn't!
he just threw the cat away when she died
he didn't treat her with dignity like i thought him once before
he didn't even have a picture of her
he doesn't love her

so this is my interpretation to my own life
he doesn't love me
he doesn't like a manja'ish attitude
he doesn't like it when i'm sick
he would throw me away if something happens to me
plus, his friends doesn't like me!

and i cried again..

















a few mins later..
to be completely honest
i wouldn't want you if something happen to you too
for example, if u're blind or amputated or schizo


ok this has gone wayyyy beyond topic. so i need to stop!


PS: i used the phrase 'the cat' instead of using the cat name bcoz i would cry more everytime i type the word snuffie~ uwaaaaa :'(